doing nothing, time is flying

still haven't talked to best friend. i'm just hoping she remembers my birthday. if not, i know part of me will try to justify it and tell myself she's been busy or stressed and it's no big deal, but i'd be lying. the bigger part of me will tell myself that things just aren't the same anymore and i don't mean as much to her now as i once did. and it will be a big deal, a huge deal. and in a way it will be the beginning of the end. sigh.

in other news, i'm swamped with homework and have been wasting a lot of time online, trying to pretend the books aren't waiting to be cracked open. it's not working.

but i have to do dishes, i have to go to target before they close. i have so much to do and not enough time! story of my life, eh?

rob comes to visit in four days. i am so excited, and absolutely cannot wait! i just need to clean the entire apartment (it's a mess) and buy a few more groceries and i'll be ready!

the only thing i'm unsure of his how to treat someone to portland, when i'm not that familiar with it myself yet. ah well, we can explore together.